Tuesday, September 25, 2012
Saturday, September 22, 2012
Lagoon ~ 2012
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Sunday, September 9, 2012
My life...
I love looking back on my life over the course of the past six years and to think about how much it has changed. Being a mom and changed everything...and definitely for the good! I seriously wouldn't want my life to be any other way than it is at this moment. My kiddos and Doug are my life right now, and I absolutely love living in the moment with them.
I have also learned to embrace the chaos...and by golly, there is a lot of chaos. From keeping track of the children when they are out playing, cleaning the house, doing laundry, doing the dishes, feeding kids, dealing with tantrum-throwing-two-year olds, wiping sticky faces, kissing sticky faces, taking Noah to and from soccer, going to the park, playing with the kiddos, tickling the kiddos, teaching the kiddos right from wrong, breaking up disagreements between the kiddos, getting Noah and Leah ready for school, etc, etc, etc...
My life it totally focused on raising these kids and being there for my family in any way that they need me. This is what I signed up for, and I wouldn't have it any other way! Yes, there are days when I just want to throw in the towel and be done with the day. But I can't do that...I have to press on because these kids need me. They are so dependent on me, and I kind of like it. Even when everything is falling apart, they need me to help them, and, in a way, helping them, helps me! I love it...really, I do.
I especially love watching them learn and grow every day. In fact, I love it so much that I don't want it to end. I have a bad habit of getting sad when good things are over. For example, I was SO sad when Noah graduated from Kindergarten! That year was hands down the fastest year of my life! I couldn't stop thinking that every year was going to be that fast from here on out. I wasn't sad about his accomplishing this year in school, just the fact that it was over. I recently came across this quote, and I have to often think about it so I can be more in the moment and *happy* about this kind of stuff...
Isn't that such a great little quote?!? I love it, and I really do think of it often. Noah, Leah, Isaac, and Kate grow so much and learn so much each and every day...of course they're going to grow up fast at the pace they are learning. Yes, sometimes I do wish those hard days would go by a little faster so that I can move on to the next and have a better one, but the reality of it is that I need to embrace the good, the bad, and the ugly and appreciate all that goes on.
I also have a bad habit of thinking of all the things that I should've done with the kids, or with Doug. Like, maybe I should have played more with them instead of focus on all the little things around the house. Or, maybe I should have taken them to the park, and if I would have done that we wouldn't have had such a grumpy evening. I'm a pro at making myself feel guilty, and I know that I need to STOP that! My kids are happy, I know this. I see it in their faces. They don't need do to arts and crafts every.single.day. Or go on an outing every.single.day. All they need is me...that's what they are going to remember, and that is what makes us all happy. Sometimes just sitting outside doing nothing at all is what they need. And I don't want them to think that they need to be entertainted by something, or by going somewhere, all the time. It's OK to just sit in your room and play alone sometimes. We all need our own time to reflect...even if they are little people :). The little things are what's important.
That said, I think that I need to focus a little more on me. Of course, my family comes first, but sometimes I need to have my own little outlet. I think that it would be really good for the children to see me do things that I enjoy doing. I do believe that it will benefit them and give them memories of me as their mommy. I do sew, but I don't do it often enough. And, when I do, it's usually when they are in bed. Same with scrapbooking, and doing any other craft for that reason. I absolutely LOVE to create things...it's what I'm good at. But you'd never know cause I hardly do it. SO, I've decided that I need to do more creative things, and I do believe the kids will benefit from it. Mostly because what I want to do/make is for them!!! I'm totally addicted to PINTEREST and I have posted so many things that I want to make, and I'm going to start going and doing. I'll figure out a way to do it with the kids around too. I've figured out how to balance the needs of four little ones, I'm sure I can figure this out too.
I love blogging, and reading blogs, so why not have a blog to document some of this stuff. I don't aspire to being a well known blogger at all...but it's nice to have a place to document what I'm doing aside from my "real" life. I'm going to keep my personal family stuff here, and everything else here. So, come on over and check it out every so often. Hopefully I can get into the groove of creating soon. I know that it will make a difference in my life...as well as my sweet little family. After all, they are my everything!!!
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Summer Vacation
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Wednesday, September 5, 2012
Leah's in Preschool
I finally come to terms with Noah being gone to first grade...then Leah decides it's time for preschool! The nerve ;).
Leah has been looking forward to preschool since Noah was in preschool! Seriously! The girl has been waiting for this day for a loooong time. And just cause I love looking back on pictures, check out these pics of Noah on his first day of preschool two years ago...
That was two years ago...TWO YEARS AGO! Boy, oh boy, has that kid grown. He went from a little boy to a big boy in one blink! Crazy talk. But check out this picture...Leah was set on going to school with Noah, and, as you can see, he wasn't impressed by that idea! Today she got her turn...My darling little four year old princess got her wish, and boy was she excited! Last night we had a big party to celebrate her going to school, which was so much fun! As soon as she woke up this morning, she ate her breakfast and promptly got ready for her big day. Then, of course, we had to take some pictures outside :). I have never really had a problem leaving Leah with people, and this was no exception. I knew that she would go willingly. She was grinning from ear to ear when we walked in the door. She somewhat familiar with her school, so she let go of my hand the minute we walked in, hung up her backpack, and found a seat on the table next to her cousin, Ryan! How lucky are they to go to preschool together! Lucky ducks! She gave me a kiss and hug before I left, then I headed home with the two littles. I totally didn't think I'd get emotional, but I totally did! As soon as we walked in the door at home, I got a little teary eyed. Not because she's gone...because she's growing up so fast. Our little Leah is such a mature little girl and she is growing up way too fast for my liking. I guess I cried because it made me happy that she adjusts so well to being away from me, yet I'm not ready for any of that. Oh well...she's growing up, whether I like it or not. So, ya, I guess I did cry a little because she was gone too ;). I think I've comed to terms with the fact that I'll always be a little emotional on the first day of school...and that's OK ;).
After putting Kate down for a nap, playing with Isaac, getting ready...it was time to go get Leah! I guess I had forgotten how fast 2 1/2 hours goes by! I was so happy to see my girl when Miss Tanya opened the gate......and even more happy to have her run towards me! That girl makes me so happy...I mean, who wouldn't be happy with that sweet thing running at you :).She had a WONDERFUL time and was so excited to tell me everything, including all the kids names! This girl has a crazy good memory!It makes me feel SO good that Miss Tanya is teaching Leah this year. She's AMAZING! I know that Leah will learn so much from her, and I'm so thankful for that!I'm also so thankful that Leah gets to go with Ryan! I know that these two will have a fabulous time this year...and then it's off to kindergarten! Yikes!
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Monday, September 3, 2012
Football Season!
It's here! Football season has begun, which is a big thing around here :). We especially LOVE the first home Utah game of the season! Oh my...it was so much fun to dress the kids up in their Utah gear and go to the game! Fall is in the air now that football has begun :). I love it!
These two have become especially close lately. Seeing this makes me grin until my cheeks hurt! Plus look how dang cute they are!!
I was feeling ambitious the day before the game, so I made this cute skirt for Leah. I've been wanting to make her a Utah skirt for sooo... long, so I finally just dropped what I was doing and made it. It only took me about an hour to make, and I'm so glad that I did! I made one for Kate too...a little simpler design, but so darling :).
I love my little UTE fans! It's in their blood, and I think they are starting to like it just as much as their daddy and I :). **Sidenote: Isaac LOVES wearing that shirt and pretty much insists on wearing it every day! Whenever he gets dressed, he says "I wear my GO UTAH shirt!". Love it!
Doug and I after the game! We won...hope they keep up a good streak! I seriously LOVE this time of year! GO UTES!!!
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